cute song..cute vid..peace

be responsible on what you are responsible of

hadei, 3 days in a row of bad luck. would somebody make me a pot of roasted rabbit's foot soup and give me a four-clover leaf ring. maybe i'm not Irish enuff to get enuff luck. here's a story of keling karam malaysia (kkm).

keling 1:
went to the kakak (who yest told me just to isi the form and MAIL it back. n her peers said, he ALREADY DID that. yeke? hee, terkenyih. seb baik la ko comel) to submit my form. then, as usual she just said put it in the basket. then, i decided to ask sumthing more. ape? bole x speed upkn my form cuz my spa is gonna expired next month. so, it would be a major hassle to go through the interbiuwing process again. dia kate, ape? xperlu la. kita bkn proses sampai setaun, sebulan je. i said, no, u misunderstood. then, xpln again. baru dia kalut pi kt boss die. then, ckp, u silap isi form ni, u patut isi form lain, ni sapa yg suruh isi form nih? ....AKAK LA...ye ke, terkenyih...seb baik la ko comel..sejuk sikit ati aku yg nk panas ni. then, lari to her boss.

keling 2:
determined to rub salt in my wound n misdirect her staff uselessness, she went, haa, sapa suro berenti,,kan dah rugi,,awak xkn dapat sekian2,,n sekian2...like i care...ptt ke org mai mintak tlg, nk songket2 lak..mcm ni la, kata la kita tgh sakit kronik terdampar di hosp, who do you want to be on your side? a) org yg keep on blabbering, haaa, aku dah suro jgn isap rokok, minum arak, adakan hubungan rambang, berkongsi jarum, makan makanan berlemak, berketurunan asia atau caribbean atau african, dll.. or b) org yg keep on motivating and determined to bury the past thru redemption...u decide..then, die ckp oo ni kena g spa balik, schedule balik n isi balik form..while at the same time, never offer a single apology due to her staff incompetence that cost me a month. nvm, i never expect it anyway.

then, i end up in the right place, meet the people, who tell me the right thing to do and hope that everything will be allright. n turns out to be cuter by subjective perception than the initial kakak. idup ni macam roda kan?

4 the 1st time

-for the first time, The Script-

i wanna hire the script to do my autobio.miss Dublin btw.

Old and Young

What the oldies are thinking:
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2011/2/17/nation/8083615&sec=nation

not my prob la. aku da nk pencen ni.stop bugging me. i'm gonna solve this as fast as i can then chow to Canada/HK/Australia with my brand new yacht.gotta keep my cv clean.care to have any long-term vison mate? doubt it.

What the youngsters are thinking:
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2011/2/3/focus/7918678&sec=focus
make sense? no? does this shows dat kite ni lembik? i 2nd this however. not because i dont want to suffer but becoz it actually does make sense. guess we have to do big protest Egypt-style to be heard eh? but no. mane ade masa. with ever-gripping fear of extension2.

like this la, docs are a very selfish lot. xtipu. bocz i still care that i took the road that not been taken. so, b4 this, most of the oldies are like the youngster. then, they naik pangkat. due to their selfish nature,( we'll they have to, otherwise they cannot climb up this high) they forgotten how it was before and couldnt care less bout the underlings as long as their wealth and status are guaranteed. sorry for the strong statement but sadly, its true. not pointing fingers to docs only cuz other profession pun like this.

so, to think liow tong lai would give a damn bout what that h.o wrote would be like waiting for a cat to grow horns and stop miowing nuisancely every nite. n the h.o would be like, wait till i'm the specialist/h.o.d/health minister i'm gonna change all this. but, corrupted by the system b4 he/she gets there, he/she forgets and innate nature kicks in which is selfishness. most doc/specialist would give you the similar story. wishing and waiting for the system to change since 30 years ago. y hasnt it changed? bcoz thy too jaga kain sendiri and would care bout others, as long as their wealth and status are guaranteed and preserved.

sad sad sad.oh my beloved country..n it all stems to our 3rd world mentality.

not all ya,some only.takut woo nk blog pelik2 la ni, nnt kena tangkap free2. but again, i have nothing, and nobody reads this friggin blog nwy, so, be my guest..

Nating

-Nothing, The Script-
exactly my feelings, down to every words.

Arsenal cinta hatiku

what a nite and what a day.we beat the best football team in the planet, Barcelona C.F! with the world's best player in their team Lionel Messi! ahahahahahaaa
let me smile as wide as i can por favor............smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee



hahahaha...in ur face those said we were gonna get thrashed
player ratings:
9- Szcnesny. super konfident, super spirited
7- Eboue. very semangat and hard working but intelligent wise...
10- Koscielny.my new hero. read most barca attack well indeed.
7- Djouru. good but could be better.
8- Clichy. Defending wise could be improved but a nice assist
6- Song. Stupid to get booked early. everybody knows you cant catch Messi. then, that lame attempt to go fwd leading for us to lose the ball. defending wise ok.
10- Wilshere. xcuak langsung, xavi ke, iniesta ke, busquets ke. really works his socks off
9- Capitano Cesc- control the midfield and shows Xavi that he's better.
6- Walcott. theartening early on but then dissapear. always track back thou.
10- Nasri. our player of the year. calm, collected, had lovely vision.
10- Robin van Hoodie. Bisa berbisa. left, right, header, ass? u name it, he'll score it.
7- Bendtner- came late to kacau the Barca back line'.
9- Arshaving- what a lovely technique.
10- Wenger. for sticking to our values. nevermind the critiques.

oh, and i almost cried when Arshaving scored.sumpah xbajet lgsg le menang.

vid of the day: breakeven- The script. every single lyrics describe me. njoy.

prebiew arsenal vs barcalona

woo.dead excited bout 2nite game. sp*rs won at AC last nite, making us need to absolutely win this game to not lose face to them.
our probable line up:
(pardon my horrible drawing)


Barca probable line up:
(again, pardone)


shudn't be a problem rite? with our ever reliable back line and experienced goalkeeper, also not to mentioned midfield that never loses the ball and strike force dat thrashed opponents weekly, Barca will ketaq lutut to face us. Plus, Messi who?

aah, god. may my reverse psychology works. cant bear to see another thrashing. remember guys, Boringho had showed dat it takes 3 people to tame Messi. Clichy, Wilshere and Song better take note. nway, i don;t expect us to be chickens like Inter. kamon la for tonite!!!

Need to invest in a cup of Neslo ais and Barbican epal lagik mlm ni...

Malaysia vs Hong Kong semalam

-yours truly at 0:37-0:40-

hehe, aah, what a brilliant nite..Malaysia win 2-0 against Hong Kong. The line up are as follows..

MALAYSIA: Khairul Fahmi Che Mat (Mohd Farizal Marlias), Mohd Asraruddin Putra Omar, Mohd Aidil Zafuan, Mahalli Jasuli (Mohd Sabre Mat Abu), Mohamad Fadhli Mohd Shas, Safiq Rahim, K. Gurusamy (G. Mahathevan), Mohamad Ashaari Samsudin (Mohd Amirulhadi Zainal), S. Kunanlan, Ahmad Fakhri Saarani (Noshahrul Idlan Talaha), Mohd Safee Mohd Sali (Shahrizal Mohd Saad).

HONG KONG: Yapp Hung Fai, Li Hang Wui, Deng Jinghua (Gerard Ambassa Guy), Wong Chin Hung, Chan Wai Ho, Lee Wai Lim, Lam Ka Wai, Lo Kwan Yee, Lo Chi Kwan (Chu Siu Kei), Liu Quankun, Lee Hong Lim, Ye Jia.

1st Half:
We went out playing attacking game with our usual 4-4-2 formation. The only changes are No.13 Ahmad Fakhri at right ST and No.7 Aidil Zafuan at right CD. We pressed them early and had 3 chances in the first 10 minutes, i think. I dont know why the boys are really fired up tonight, perhaps to stave off competitions for places in the team with so many players now knocking on the national team. insert Brendan Gan. Then, came our real chance in the 13th minute, a long range shot from our No.10 Safee Sali, if i'm mistaken (cuz i think Ahmad Fakhri made the shot but reports says otherwise), caught the HK goalkeeper unprepared as he could only parry it upwards and it hit the right post. We continues to dominate possession throughout and pressing is high, Barcelona-like. More action is on the right side of the field with our LW No.26, Mohamed Ashaari isolated and look a lost figure. The link between him and our LB, No.4 Asraruddin Putra was poor, causing the left side to be ineffective. Nevertheless, we kept posession and threatening with HK shape is now a narrow 4-5-1. The coach realizes this and shift Ashaari to the middle and immmediate improvement could be seen. perhaps Rajagopal was experimenting on his position and there's no harm in doing so in a friendly. Our next real chance came from our RW, No.16 Kunalan with a shot that just off the far post at the 34th minute. Nearing the end of the first half, the HK somehow switched off thinking about half time when our capitano, No.8. Safiq steal the ball, Norshahrul-like, and finish off after a nice shimmy. 1-0 to Malaysia.

2nd half:
HK decided not to sit back and change their formation to 4-3-3 or more like 4-2-3-1. It definetily changed the game but kudos to our backline and custodian, No.22, Khairul Fahmi didn't break a sweat at all.HK no.9 threathend a few times and attempt a pathetic dive at a corner flag once at 60th minute,but they rarely caused any real danger to our goal at all. Our midfield duo was superb in controlling the midfield with Safiq partnering No.15, Guru. Then, we made a couple of substitution towards the end with the introduction of No.9 Norshahrul causing panic to the HK backline with his pace. In the end, probably, Hk already thinking about their return flight again switch off and a nice cross to Amirul Hadi give him our second goal at 90th minute. Malaysia 2-HK 0.

Pros:
4-4-2. I thought Rajagopal was going to tinker with our tactic and line-up. So, im surprised to see a similar team to our cup winning team. but this proved that 4-4-2 suits us best.
Safiq. He alone controlled the game and Hk was stupid no put some one to man mark him. Given all the freedom, Safiq really dictates the game and Malaysia's gameplan.
Work rate. Superb. All players work hard to regain possession whenever its lost. we never give HK any time to settle down.
Have fun. Its nice to see our players still having fun on the pitch and not be strict disciplinarians like North Korea. That's what football is all about. An ole from Ashaari, nice back flick from Safee, silky skill from Ahmad Fakhri and Norshahrul. baru best main bola macam ni.

Cons:
Technique. looks like we are still lacking in terms of this but the future's bright for these guys and they'll improve no doubt.
Creativity. Again, we are not Brazil bt seems like we really stick to our gameplan last nite. If that doesn't work i'm not sure we have a plan B or player who can unlock the game creatively. but, i might be proven wrong later.

In conclusion, a really great way to progress forward. i only expected a draw yesterday. we were like on the same level with Hk a few years ago but now, we made them look like schoolboys. I'm not expecting the players to challenge England or Brazil immediately. we have to be realistic. I think the 2015 Asia Cup qualification is a realistic target. Lets keep supporting the players no matter what.

In terms of strength in the AFC, i think here where we are:

Rank A: Japan, Australia, South Korea, Iran. could beat any European team but not traditional superpowers.
Rank B: Most gulf countries (Saudi, Kuwait, UAE etc) Uzbekistan, Iraq, China, North Korea
Rank C: Lesser gulf countries (Oman,etc), Thailand, Indonesia, Hong Kong
Rank D: Others in AFC but still decent eg; Vietnam, Singapore, India
Rank E: Really weak teams like Bhutan, Timor Leste

I think we are gearing towards rank B at a right pace. now, we should have more friendlies away from home to improve our away form. at home, we are good.

cerita-ceriti

well, been cramming in the lib 4 the ielts and feel like really wanna scream in the lib. really boring stuff. but as this person exp, o.5 does make a difference so i better watch out.

So, read is what i did n i came across a book dat i had read in my primary school and had been looking 4 it since. Its called Siri Cerita 25 Nabi and i doubt whether i'll come across it at any book store again since it was published in 1987. what great about this book is dat it is easily to read and gaya penceritan dia pun menarik, xboring. and the family connection is always mentioned so you know who's related to who. So, for those who are in despair and in need, i'm gonna quote two stories from the book.

1. Kisah Nabi Yusuf A.S

Thrown into jail due to Zulaikha lies, Nabi Yusuf a.s couldn't anymore happier to escape from the worldly temptations and that Allah had granted his wish to be jailed. There, he preached to the inmates about Allah and that only He deserved to be worshiped. There he met this two guy Saqi and Khilaz, who came to know about his ability to interpret and predict dreams. Having told him their dream, Nabi Yusuf a.s predict that Saqi will be reappointed into the palace staff again within the next three days while Khilaz will be executed, also within the next three days. His prediction came true by Allah's will and while Saqi was leaving the cell, Nabi Yusuf a.s mentioned to him, "don't forget to tell the Egyptian ruler about my ability and that i had intepreted and predicted your dream and that i was wrongly prisoned." Saqi said that he will. So, Nabi Yusuf a.s waited, and waited....for seven years long. seem that Saqi had forgotten about his message.

Then, malaikat Jibril pun came to the jail and asked to Nabi Yusuf a.s, Siapa yang menjadikanmu?."Tuhanku".Siapa yang menjadikan wajahmu cantik?."Tuhanku".Siapa yang mengeluarkanmu dari perigi?."Tuhanku".Siapa yang menyelamatkanmu dari bencana Zulaikha dan Siapa yang menjadikan kanak-kanak itu sebagai saksi?."Tuhanku, Tuhanku".
Jika begitu, kenapa kamu minta tolong kepada makhluk lain, bukan Allah?. Sambung Jibril lagi, moyangmu Ibrahim, sewaktu dicampakkan ke dalam api meminta pertolongan dari Allah. Mendengar kata-kata itu, Nabi Yusuf a.s pengsan. Sesudah pengsan,beliau bangun lalu menangis sehingga 7 hari, ada riwayat yang menagatakan hingga 10 hari.

2. Kisah Nabi Ayub a.s

Long story cut short, this is after his children had been killed by Allah's will and after he had contracted the skin disease which caused worms to nest in it, also by Allah's will after satan had asked for it. His wife asked, when will our suffering ends? we had suffer long enough. (3-4 years if i'm not mistaken). Nabi Ayub a.s answered, "Allah had given us plenty of rezeki for 60 years and now He'd only took back what is His for only 3 years. what right do we have to complain?" and then his wife asked for Nabi Ayub a.s to ask Allah to alleviate their suffering but Nabi Ayub replied, sesungguhnya aku malu hendak meminta dengan Allah kerana Dia hanya mengambil balik hakNya. then. we all knw what happen next. and he never ever ask Allah to ease his suffering at all.

So, adik-adik, point to ponder,

baru kena ujian 3-4 bulan dah komplen, Allah bagi nikmat 25 tahun xmintak balasan pape pun, pernah kita bersyukur kat setiap apa yang Allah beri? the air we breath, the ability for our lungs to expand, the cleanliness of the air we breath, the creation of nostrils, mouth, throat as the passage for the air...i can rant forever and it wont still be enuff..

dok mintak tolong kat orang sini sana tapi forget to mintak kat Allah. apa kuasa sgt orang2 ni ada? lemah sgt. makin lama makin putus asa tapi nabi Yususf dan Nabi Ayub tu mintak doa sampai 7 tahun xpernah putus. Ni xdpt sikit nk frust dah. memalukan. n Saidina Ali bin Abi Talib r.a pernah pesan jangan terjebak ke lembah kefakiran kerana dengannya datang kehinaan and fakir itu membuat jiwa dan iman menjadi lemah. selalulah bersadaqah kerana sadaqah itu berterusan dan pulangannya lebih. jauhilah penyakit Al-wahan, yakni cintakan dunia.

n the stunning discovery that i found is dat the world never changes. dari dulu sampai sekrg camtu je. this gen kena bala, then insaf, then lupa, then wat balik, then kena bala balik.dari zaman Nabi Adam a.s lagi.

of kos, i'm talking bout myself and anyone who come across this bole la wat ikitbar. peace.

new country lagi.

In the next 5 months, there will be a new independent country presumably, named Southern Sudan. Now, congratulations to them and may they live in peace after this. Now, for the history of the conflict that lead to the separation of the country can be found here.

Now, what I strongly feel as a sense of injustice here is that, as long as i can remember, these are the countries that had formed in my lifetime; Kazakhstan, Uzbekistan, Turkmenistan, Tajikistan, Kyrgyzstan, Georgia, Armenia, Azerbaijan (Former Soviet in Asia) in the early 90s, Ukraine, Moldova, Lithuania, Latvia, Estonia, Belarus (Former Soviet in Europe) in the early 90s as well, Slovakia ( separated from the former Czechoslovakia) in the 94/95 in think?, Croatia, Slovenia, Macedonia, Bosnia- Herzegovina in the mid 90s, Serbia, Montenegro, Kosovo just recently. Closer to home we got East Timor in the mid 2000s. This is all i can remember, shucks, i cant remember Vietnam unification.

Now, the formation of South Sudan is similar to East Timor. Civil War between Christians and Muslims and then, come international intervention, and the Christians side was separated, given independence and hailed as the victor. Now, where the international intervention for southern Thailand, Xinjiang, Tibet, Kashmir, Palestine, Dagestan, to name a few..as if the intervention will come to places that bears importance to the benefactor.call me naive but this is injustice. hiding behind the mask of democracy.