every day a new adventure

wow.how i love my life..kalau wat buku ni laris ni..mcm muvi pursuit of happyness tu..nvm, i can't get any bottom than this. the only way is up! still got a couple of bucks to survive this coming weeks..

wut else? gearing up 4 the next crucial 2 weeks..aa, i got my reset button already, if there's a delete button it would be nicer..haha..neway, thanks my bro 4 bringing me to loa talk n met micheal losier. definitely helps..i owe u 4 life man..

now to think bout it, dulu both of my bro got this period in their life.. and at exactly the same age! if i'm not mistaken..so, i take it as a dugaan la, light is definitely at the end of tunnel, the only thing that we dont know is whether it's the ipoh tunnel, smart tunnel or the swiss alps tunnel..

n thanks boyata and arsenal 4 making my day.

the real blessing in this dugaan is dat it make me sit and take a step back and look at life. bout the shortness of it. bout the purpose of it. bout our eventual ending.
well, people are busy chasing wealth to ensure "happyness" but does the process doesn't matter?

n it make refect my time at oversea. i don't have much but it's enuff and i feel great, no, estatic everyday.so, i think the answer to this is u don't need much but enuff. enuff is up to what ur desires are. e.g, if you are happy with a car, then, u should have a car to be enough.

now, next issue, it is NEVER enough in Malaysia. y? are the people too engrossed in material wealth? are the expenses are too expensive? i think it's greed. here's a story, say, abu, a simpleton living in a kampung house lead a simple abu life of waking up, go to the kebun, petang;lepak at kedai kopi, maghrib; go to the surau and sleep and repeat.he's feels great currently cuz he has everything and its ENUFF.

Now, bring abu to KL, suddenly, abu needs to have a day job+ OT + part time job business to cope. how does he feel? of course unhappy cuz he doesn't have enuff.
so, is it circumsatnces or personal greed dat determine wut is enuff? eg, do i NEED a dahsyat car to make travelling easier and impress my socialites or do i LOVE to have a dahsyat car to make travelling easier and impress my socialites.

if you look at maslow theory, the bottom of the pyramid, it's food, shelter and self-regulatory physiological needs. (haha,aku xpenah blaja business pun tau menatang ni)but, are these enuff? to create happyness?

views are appreciated. i'm just a thinker like you.

n hepi birtday to my beloved gf..when someone is willing to go through the thick and thin with you, then you know that you want to spend the rest of your life with her.