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dulu aku power html nih, dah tua2 xreti dah..can anyon else hear the song that supposed to play automatically?

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since the blog had been too depressing a bit lately,i decided to light things up. by blogging bout sumthing else? what ar?

haa, do you know dat i'm a big big bang fan boy? ahaha..memalukan rite? tp layan gle so, aku xkesah..kalau ada wat show kt msia pun aku sanggup gi tgk..

mula2 aku tdgr kt mtv, ni lagu hape ni, lyn gle..nk aku list kn ke lagu2 pe yg best?> aa aku wat playlist youtube ar>

Haru Haru (day by day)


Lies


Koe wo kikasete


Beautiful Hangover


Last farewell


5 ni plg aku lyn ar..
nk kurus, pastu nk jd balak mcm T.O.P. haha

pastu yg lg dasat ade dokumentari camne dieorg form band ni..dasat gle..rupenye ade style akademi mcm bola tu,amek dari umo kecik2 lg dah train dah..n siap suro blaja jepun lg..



ada 10 episode..mmg mengharukan gk aa..bkn mudah nk jadi pop star ni kan..
ok, chow dulu..

every day a new adventure

wow.how i love my life..kalau wat buku ni laris ni..mcm muvi pursuit of happyness tu..nvm, i can't get any bottom than this. the only way is up! still got a couple of bucks to survive this coming weeks..

wut else? gearing up 4 the next crucial 2 weeks..aa, i got my reset button already, if there's a delete button it would be nicer..haha..neway, thanks my bro 4 bringing me to loa talk n met micheal losier. definitely helps..i owe u 4 life man..

now to think bout it, dulu both of my bro got this period in their life.. and at exactly the same age! if i'm not mistaken..so, i take it as a dugaan la, light is definitely at the end of tunnel, the only thing that we dont know is whether it's the ipoh tunnel, smart tunnel or the swiss alps tunnel..

n thanks boyata and arsenal 4 making my day.

the real blessing in this dugaan is dat it make me sit and take a step back and look at life. bout the shortness of it. bout the purpose of it. bout our eventual ending.
well, people are busy chasing wealth to ensure "happyness" but does the process doesn't matter?

n it make refect my time at oversea. i don't have much but it's enuff and i feel great, no, estatic everyday.so, i think the answer to this is u don't need much but enuff. enuff is up to what ur desires are. e.g, if you are happy with a car, then, u should have a car to be enough.

now, next issue, it is NEVER enough in Malaysia. y? are the people too engrossed in material wealth? are the expenses are too expensive? i think it's greed. here's a story, say, abu, a simpleton living in a kampung house lead a simple abu life of waking up, go to the kebun, petang;lepak at kedai kopi, maghrib; go to the surau and sleep and repeat.he's feels great currently cuz he has everything and its ENUFF.

Now, bring abu to KL, suddenly, abu needs to have a day job+ OT + part time job business to cope. how does he feel? of course unhappy cuz he doesn't have enuff.
so, is it circumsatnces or personal greed dat determine wut is enuff? eg, do i NEED a dahsyat car to make travelling easier and impress my socialites or do i LOVE to have a dahsyat car to make travelling easier and impress my socialites.

if you look at maslow theory, the bottom of the pyramid, it's food, shelter and self-regulatory physiological needs. (haha,aku xpenah blaja business pun tau menatang ni)but, are these enuff? to create happyness?

views are appreciated. i'm just a thinker like you.

n hepi birtday to my beloved gf..when someone is willing to go through the thick and thin with you, then you know that you want to spend the rest of your life with her.

hidup sebelum mati..

Al-fatihah..pagi ni aku dikejutkan dengan berita kematian..cik jun telah pulang ke rahmatullah..terkejut..sebab xsangka langsung..mak lagi la..nangis lagi..they had been friends like, for tens of years..n she says like, all of her friends had gone now. tinggal dia sorg je..i'd written a poem while i was in med school bout the malay death scenario.. ade dlm buku kt hospital, nnt i write it down..

just the past 2 days, i read a line from saidina Ali ibn Abi Talib bout how death is the real beginning of life..n he's definitely rite..all this while kite sibuk sgt kejar dunia but we forgot that our main goal is the hereafter..dunia ni fana je.. sat je..tup tap tup tap abes..see, i seem like only yesterday i went to send kuih to her house, now she's gone..n now, cepat je aku dah jadi tua..n looking back mmg most of the time is wasted..on what? lagha stuff..tv, game, tido..i'm sure gonna regret this in my grave if this keep going on..

every death is a lesson..jgn cintakan sgt dunia ni..xkn bole bawak mati n xda manfaatnya langsung di akhirat kelak..harta benda ni menambahkan hisab je..kalau zakat xditunaikan dah kena, kite tolong x saudara2 yg memerlukan, awat xsedekah kat sahabat2 kite yg kebuluran di palestine tu..macam2 kite akan di soal tuan2 dan puan2..mcm surah al-zalzalah ckp la, sebesar zarah pun akan diambil kira..yg kite dok wat dosa ni? sebesar nuklear reaktor kot..y kite berasa takut about death? bcoz kite tahu deep down yg amalan kite mmg xbyk langsung, tah diterima ke x n dosa2 kite mmg belambak..dah la kite ni umat akhir zaman..lagi la..sebab tu la kot org2 baik di akhir zaman di panggil pulang ke rahmahtullah awal..byk sgt pancaroba dunia sekrg ni. ustat asri rabbani tu contohnya..aritu tgk tv, die pesan ptg b4 beliau meninggal kt kwn2 die, jgn lambat2kn solat, solat di awal waktu..ni aku akan ingat sampai bila2 insya-Allah.

penah aku dengar bahawa ahkir zaman ni, org islam ramai, tapi yg akan masuk syurga rate die 1 in 1000..like, you have only 0.001% of chance to make it..so little..yet still here are, berjalan dengan angkuhnya kat atas muka bumi Allah ni, yakin yg kite adalah the selected one, akan og straight to heaven tanpa di azab..
every time, i solat berjemaah, this tought ran across my mind..everybdy here wants to go heaven but the odds is 0.001%, who is going to be the selected one.its like, only one person in the masjid and the rest..bye2..and that person might not necessarily be the imam. it can be the only 9 year old kid who is sincere in his solat n never have any buruk sangka twds anything.

so, Allah laid down the path for us, easy je, bertakwa je, amal makruf nahi mungkar.settle..ada dlm surah al-mukminun. tu pun xle wat gak..balok liat sungguh..munafik lagi ada la..tahu kan sifat2 munafik dalam surah al-munafiquun tu kn? haa, sume tu aku ada..bagus kn? apsal aku yakin yg akunye ajal ni lambat lagi? sapa aku ni? nating..nathing at all..anytime aku le go..tersedak nasik, then k.o..komputer ni shot n teletup, masuk dlm brain aku foreign body, jadi ischaemic stroke and k.o..tiba2 ada virus mana hala infect aku jadi enchaphalitis, then k.o..lemah sgt kite manusia ni..tu la, kejar la idup sebelum mati.. aku pesan kat diriku dan sesape yg terbaca post ni..

Ya Allah, cucurkan lah rahmat Mu ke atas ruh cik jun..