On lailatulqadr

its the awaited night in ramadhan..but what's trendy and weird currently is that we keep looking for it but didn't do anything to appraise it. n then, the usual connotation which is, ah, ruginya tak beribadat, will occur. pelik kn? kite cari, maybe kite jumpa, kite tahu kelebihan die, tapi malas nk beribadat, then menyesal..whose fault is it? inilah penyakit umat akhir zaman, cintakan dunia, cintakan selimut, cintakan makanan...yet, they still hope and look for a miracle..lets hope that Allah bestowed His blessing on us despite our shortcomings..malu sgt tgk tv mlm2 org semayang terawih kt Makkah Al-Mukaramah..ini peringatan untuk diri saya sendiri..sapa2 yg terasa bole la wat pengajaran..pintu taubat masih terbuka..and sesungguhnya Allah tu Maha pengampun..wat la salah sejuta kali pun, kalau betul2 ikhlas kn bertaubat, insyaAllah diampunkan..bkn cam manusia, baru wat salah sekali, putus silatulrahim seumur idup..nk wat camne, dah lumrah kite mcm tu..but, frankly speaking, i dont think it has passed yet..peluang masih ada tuh..meh,pulun..ya rabbi, ihdinas siratulmustaqim...tunjukkanlah daku yg lurus ya Allah.