she turns and says "are you alright?"

The grass always look greener on the other side..always..n hope, most of the time, are misleading..

i said i must be fine cuz my heart still beating..

after 25 years, i'm still a wuss..aih..pray 4 the best...

Football in the past decade

since everybody is doing this so, i thought y don't i share a few highlights of the past decade as well, since 50% of my entire lifespan had been sacrificed to football. (definitely worth it!)

-2002 first time dribble org. after kena sound dgn senior baru berani wat. rasa puas ati gila. mcm captain tsubasa tgh terbang.

-2003 the year man u beomes the most hated club in football history, thanks to RVN and Keane.

-baca tapak tgn aku ni!-

-2003 the spread of FM and its disastrous aftermath.

-The father of all evil-

-2004 the invincibles, luckily i got a scrap book bout it..i never knew this was coming and just start out of own boredom..
-2004 the euro is just insane in KMB.
-2006 paris, what if Lehmann became sane for once and we still have 11 man on the pitch?
-2006 goin to the world cup. 2 days before baru dpt tiket woo..imagine the euphoria.

-2007 the most beautiful pass i'd ever made. in a crowded field, i spot a teammate and he's like 10m from me. but i got 2 persons on my front and left side. right dah out. so, i potong the bola fully, it's more like a sweep, using my right foot. the ball just arched beautifully over the person head and landed spot on my teammate foot.

-bola di ireland, god i missed it-

-2008 i scored two beautiful goals in consecutive matches. both are scored while wearing crocs. the first, i got a low pass from the right but it passed through me. so decide to take it with my left and it connect with my insoles and the ball went curling inside slowly to the super bottom corner beyond a stretched gk. next, i got a thorugh pass and managed to read it before the defender. so i nicked it in front of the defender and slot it with my right outsides and left the gk totally in shock as he was prepared to collect the ball. moral; crocs lead to beautiful goals and helps diabetic foot.

-2008 to the emirates. Absolutely best! jd mcm bdk2, jakun gile throughout. plus, a superb goal from Flamini.
-adieu, Kamal. menyesal aku blah Arsenal. AC bkn tere pn-

-2009 the most beautiful assist i'd ever made. main ptg2 but the team is withdrawing after an attack and the opposition is already on attack mode. but the somehow the ball is lost in the middle of the park. and with my butt facing the opponent's goal, i managed to spot kudud and thread a beautiful lobbed backheel to him. kudud was left with the easy job. credit to me woi!
-2009 the day Arsenal lost a 2 goal lead to drew 4-4 in the last 5 minutes. i woke up at 4 am to see it and it still hurts till today.
-2009 watching the PMC team do their stuff at intercollege tournament. ya, obesity caught up with me. but the team is simply magical. jere freekick, kudud long range goal and mike's neverending stamina was unforgettable.

-Bile lg nk bole main bola pasnih? sangap woo-

The day full of coincidence

As they say, the world is indeed round as i happen to found out today. I woke up at 2 due to excessive stayin up (90% lagha stuff, 10% edu), then i really need to have my SCC/mole/tumor checked out since yesterday at futsal, a piece of it fell off while i was wiping my sweat on my face. and the site was bleeding. So, then, i was having a panic attack and thinkin if this is really cancer, then crap. the thing bud off since may but as a Malaysian and with my terrible health seeking behaviour, there's no way i'm going to have it looked at. But, now being scared, so i decided to go to the skin clinic at 230pm.

Then, upon entering the consultation room, the doctor looked at my face and straight away, "ah, ini senang ja, 10 minutes operation.jom."..................dia tengok in one go and straight away tell me to an operation? if i was not educated in a medicinal way then i would certainly jumped off and run since the word operation, to any average person means lying on a bed in drapes under GA and having ur abdomen opened up and being worked at. Then, i ask slowly, what is this doctor? ooo..it's called pyogenic granuloma. really? wouldn't anything with 'pyo' will excrete pus? i want to argue my point tapi it will dedahkan my identity as a incompetent medical student. and luckily too i kept my big mouth shut. since pyogenic granuloma is a misnomer and its actually a hemangioma, if i'm not mistaken.


-piala untuk bakat gue. notice the pyogenic granuloma-

Then, went to bed, sakit mcm kena tattoo but since i'm going to do worse to my patient so i didn't mind. Then, he said my face xleh kena air in 6 hrs. and the great news is i came with my bike. and the greater news is it's raining outside.then, i wait for 10 minutes n call penyu n decide to hang out at pragin since it's nearby and he's there already.ujan pun dah stop sebentar.


-post op-

kat pragin sume org tgk muka aku macam tengok seekor beruk. pandangan yg penuh keanehan. xpenah tgk bandage kt muka org ke depa ni? lepak2,then nk balik around 430pm, kuar kt parking tu ujan lebat yg amat. aku lepa k bawah bumbung parking tu till aku usha pakcik tu u-turn masuk balik parking, then aku follow dia. penyu msg suro tgk wayang so, aku pun terima aa cadangan bernas die. aku nk solat asar pun kena tayammum.


-contoh ujan lebat di pulau pinang. permandangan dari bilik gue-

then, sampai kt wayang around 5pm, aku ade 2 option. tsnuami in heundae at 515pm or gamer at 520pm. aku call champ n dia ckp gamer tu cite bunuh2 dlm game so, dah la aku menyampah tgk cite bunuh2 ni, aku pn tgk la tsunami. aku bajet xde org so bole la nk wat mcm bilik sendiri sekali ada ;la dlm 10-15 org. cite mcm cite korea tipikal la, lembab sikit awal2 tapi 10x better than our movies kot.

then, time part last2 tu mmg aku dah terbawa2 dgn storyline die then,...eh, shit, apsal aku ada airmata ni? aku nangis sial!! malu gila. aku xpenah nangis dekat 10 tahun lebih woo. mmg sebak habis aa..aku kesian sgt kt depa tu. sekarang pun kalau teringat aku sedih lagi. mmg xle nk cover airmata dah aa..dgn berhingus lagi..waa!!!!!!!!!!!!

then, kuar2 wayang ade miskol. abg aku. aku call balik die ckp ofis dia tadi ade earthquake. tingkap sume bergegear n kena evacuate building. wha? dah aku start pk pelik2 dah. xkn nk tsunami kot. dah la otak aku tgh penuh dgn babak2 movie tadi. so, aku pun call la org2 tersayang in case anything happen. seb baik xde tsunami. xnk woo. dah kena sekali cukup la.

so, if aku xbgn kol 2 hari ni, n if aku x decide nk pegi to the clinic on that day (sebab aku dah plan nk pegi since sebulan lg), if die xujan masa aku kuar clinic, if die xujan masa aku kuar pragin mall, if aku pilih movie gamer instead of tsunami in haeundae...none of the things that happen 2day will happen..life is certainly amazing. n it shows u that there are always options. n it's up to us to determine which is the best option. and what might seems to be the best option doesn't neccessarily produce the best outcome. n i'm still a crybaby. n now my face hurts like hell..


-teman study gue-

lots n lots of thing happened and happening

my intenet connection at my com is severed so now all the folk in my house use jere's computer only. xtau la apa masalah dia tapi ini la bahana teknologi ni.
so, currently doing paeds..i can tell you one thing..loads of stuff to know in such a short time. now it's week 4 already but if u ask me anything i can only give a wide kenyih like kerang busuk..aah..(real madrid just scored off a beautiful back pass from kaka)..gila la team ni..cuaks doh..but arsenal far better la..where can u get a team that can bantai everton 6-1? man u? chelsea? jgn harap aa..
so now everyday i had to reads the peads book..everyday?!! gile ape..ini perbuataan di luar tabii ni..but what can u do..the consultant ask u questions as if u are the consultant urself..if my salary is the same as u then i'll study like hell la..but with the money i got now i have to pay the rent, bills, my old house bills, minyak, maintain the obesity, and i end up with 100plus plus and usually it will spent towards arah yang tidak lurus..hehehe...but nvm, rezeki Allah tu luas..no worries there.
aa, ramadhan is this weekend..time sure flies rite? baru raya last yer..(barua aa pepe ni! asyik diving je..mmg dasar portugal aa!)let me give u a fact: all portugal players DIVE. cristiano ka, deco ka, ricardo ka, sume sama spesies. so, i hope dis ramadhan will be full of rahmat and full of forgiveness. siapa la diri ana ni, hamba Allah yg hina dina je..(80 millions pound and you play like that?memalukan. Kaka's awy better. real should pay 100 millions for him)tu la, sape la diri ana ni, semayang terawih dah ketar2 lutut, bukak posa no satu, sahur malas nk bgn.memalukan. at least i don't dive on the field seperti cristiano ronaldo.
okla, got anything contact me at facebook. mau ajak open house ka, belanja buka posa ka.

Kekasih Gelapku-Ungu

let's spend tonite on top of the world..

theorectically, u have to go to everest summit with a person to do that..n after watching discovery, i dont think i can even make it to the base camp..i remembered the only time i ever climbed a mountain. Mt.kenderong in grik.

-the taller one is kenderong-

it was hell of an experience..n the experince makes u a man..baru la anak jantan..kopi jantang sa!..1/2way to the top.i already felt like giving up. with every step u take, u will need a 10 minutes break. it was that hard. i was thinking, what the hell am i doing here? i should be snaking in front of me tv at home with a nice cuppa of teh o panas. but, where the hell would i go if want to give up. so, giving up is not an option. n man do makes miraculous achievement under pressure..upon reaching the summit, i felt....................super best n satisfied..all the penat lelah has gone..i screamed kuat gile towards bandar grik..puas..the summit tu kecik je..besar half a football field..later, we battled with hunger, cold cuz it was raining heavily in the evening n nite, n exhaustion..the trip downwards is just as challenging as going up..zairul even broke his hand..but like i tell u earlier, i would not trade the experince even for a cool 1 million ringgit. the satisfaction felt when u get to eat hot rice in the midst of the jungle, the refreshingness of an unpolluted river, eating maggi by the firecamp at 2am to watch for bears or boars, the maginificent view during dawn at the top of the mountain, aaaahhh...betsnye..wish i could post a few pics but i only had kodak pictures bcuz i dont hav a digicamera during dat time..