cerita hijrah

totally just realized that this year maal hijrah coincide with my hijrah. time to move on. i mean the past year was full of endings. here i list down people who passed away during the last year. Long jam, Hafizah, Gary Speed, Socrates, Steve Jobs, Osama Bin Laden, Muammar Gaddafi. ajal maut xmengenal usia dan siapa. kita pn xle jamin kita still akan idup esok kn?

so live life. dont waste time regretting. i mean ask la 4 forgiveness and repent but don't waste time with 'what if...' or 'i should have...'whts done its done. cuz time doesnt wait. if its gone its gone. and hope and aims are essential.

and sometimes, hijrah is necessary. Rasullullah did everything he could and leaves Mecca with a heavy heart but the hijra to Medina was necessary. I also leave becoz it was necessary. otherwise, i would have been eaten up, lose my sense and sanity, and probably inhibit my future growth. what if i didn't went to.

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now is not the time 4 'what if'.
now's the time 4 living life to its fullest.

baru pindah

suda ujan sini bah, baru mau pigi jaian. rupanya ada satu jaian dekat dengan hospital saja.

living here has made me thankful.thankful 4 all this nikmat dat im missing:
-nikmat surau ada di mana2 saja
-nikmat solat berjemaah
-nikmat mendengar alunan azan
-nikmat dapat tgk tv semua channel
-nikmat ada remote control
-nikmat makanan yang sedap2
-nikmat ada orang nk sembang
-nikmat naik kereta
-nikmat cahaya matahari
-nikmat mesin basuh auto

despite all this, i really like things this way. this is enough for me.
dunno y but maybe its my adventurous soul kot.
what's next on the list?
dekat2 dulu kot, pulau gaya weekend trip ke.
kinabalu maybe tengah tahun kot, insyaAllah.
tunggu berat badan jadi unggul dulu. kikiki

ujan suda stop tapi awan-awan nano itu masih ada

The philosophical me

-A good storyteller tells, a great storyteller elaborates, a legendary storyteller confabulates-
Guru Kores, circa 2011.

awat la hg pi blah

crap..i really2 feel cesc departure..furthermore, there's a CL qualifying match 2nite..rite nw, i really mcm org putus cinta. sumbody did told me to forget it and move on. but..it stings..time to play the script on my playlist, the best break up cure..n buka posa pun xlalu ni...sampainya hatimuuu~~meninggalkan aku~~

berkabung

...seyes rasa mcam tgh putus cinta...asal la ko blah fabregas oii..sedih dow. ibarat kata2 seorg ni. mcm anak angkat la, bela2 sampai besar, pastu dia nk balik kt real parents dia. apa yg kite le wat?

Cesca Fabregasy

ai, sedih la.

2day fabregas is officially joining barca. we shud really start a campaign to bring in messi in every transfer window after this, until they finally tire and sell him to us.

I wish him all the best tho. he tried really hard to rally the team to success but nobody responded so, i guess it's time to start fresh.

so, y dont we recap my unforgettable memory bout him?

1) that delicious tackle on vieira when nobody gives us a chance against Juve. in ur face pat!



2) That solo goal from halfline against spurs.

3) the penalty that broke his leg

dats about it. adios amigo. RVP for captain!

mengata dulang paku serpih

there is a tjk perasaan at the front of masjid negeri. bout the jais raid issue.apprantlty..(wait, just being interrupted by a schizo person, said got it since 94 n now on cpz, n got side-effects dy. asking 4 sum duit.)so, apprently thy believe tht the church is trying to convert these muslims but we shall not just into any conclsions yet. wait 4 the report to be released.

wht i like to discuss now is, as i just sembang dgn brader sebelah ni, to get to the root of the problem instead of barking at the superfcial ones. y do thy even wanna go 2 chruch to buka puasa? is the identity crisis of us malay muslims nowadays. to be polarised into either the religious conservative group or into the modernised western group. even so, whts more important is the depth of our faith. if we truly are faithful, joining such a dinner wouldnt be a problem.

but, have a look at our youth nowadays?? do you have any faith in them? kecik2 da pukul, bunuh, rogol,zina, buang bayi. where's the fault? if this problem could be tackled, then we dun have to worry bout our people anymore. curb the social problems. these are our future.