Saturday, May 15, 2010

wah, malas study.

gila aa acute exacerbation of malas study. time2 camni aa tu..now tgh lyn jiwang. manga jiwang, lagu jiwang..n who's the best person to belt out jiwang songs other than UNGU!..
aaa, miss me mom soo much, i noe i sound like a crybaby but i really want to b one rite now..bwahhhh!
wan2 upload some pics in fb but due to the privacy issue dat fb has so i deicded to cancel it. but here's a pic dat i really treasure. dis is from my stolen sony hp.

i thnk dis was taken when i was in 3rd yer n depa still dok kat apartmen. aa, miss dem both..the naughtiest kids u'll ever meet but..big smile..wish id spent more time with them..kalau aku sek ren lg kn bes.....wish the wormhole theory is practical enuff so dat dimensions can be connected n time travel is possible..

Saturday, May 8, 2010

reality sinks in

Dka=hypergly,acidosis,ketosis/uria. mx=gik regime/sliding scale.correct?check sat.
yeah, u think u know so much now but the moment u step in2 the exam hall, everything goes blank...totally..
i'm just afraid of the long case in a sense that when u take time to think they think u r unsure or dunno anything. so, to be confident is to try answer as fast n precise as you could, with the ability to blurt non-stop 4 30 sec will impose a significant impression to the examiners.
but many times it happened b4 when i tried this tactic, i'd end up looking stupider than i appear..then, i start to dig my hole..
so, the question is, whts the time limit u have to think. before u appear to be stupid? i say 10 sec is too long.. around 2-3 sec. with 5 sec max..
if u get an easy case, then this is achivable. but, if u get a hard case, say, ITP or some other rare cases that u never seen in the ward but suddenly they appear in the exam, thank god, like MM or MS or M.Night Syamalan syndrome..then, u'll go like..hickory dickory dock, the mouse ran down the clock, fuck fuckety fuck..
so, i think wht i'm gonna do is give 2-5 minutes to the patient to tell everything he wants to tell. then, shoot him with close-ended yes/no answers to the end (5 minutes). then, quickly do vitals n gen (5min icl BP), specific systems (5 min), other systems (5 minutes)=25-30 minutes. the next 30 minutes will be arraging the hx, p/e, do a nice summary, give min 3 Dd, do ix with blood, imaging, special, then mx non-pharm/pharm/sx. 20 min. then 5 min to rite aetiology/patho/risk factor/complication/prog of prov Dd. there, 1 hour in total.
b4 dis in exam, i'm very nice to the patient, clerking like 40 min with rapport building+empathy thn, realize, shyte, i havent examine the eye/pregnant stomach/MSE.


ipman/ipman2 had thought me dat sometimes being the nice guy just don't work.
u hav to wingchun it.

Monday, May 3, 2010

well, good morning..

stupid arses..lost 2-1, bloodyhell, wasting my precious final exam time..as if this is not a waste of time..well, i'm soo bloody bored dat i could every hour u noe..goal.com is having their having player of the season, so, i think i might do so as well..



AC Milan- Ronaldinho. a season of nothing to talk bout milan cept when beckham came then broke his foot, jongang did his best to rediscover his form, albeit not the same as during his height, no one can blame him though. if i got loads of money n no purpose in life, i would enjoy me money parteeing n lavishing n install some braces. so, don't blame dunga if he doesn't go to Wc2010.



Valencia-David Villa. their best player 4 two season alredi. come to arsenal la wei. pi barca wat pe. bodo la wenger xnk beli dulu.

esok sambung.

still alive but i'm barely breathing..

arsenal, you better win 2nite, cuz i'll be staying up. suggestion 4 next season.

scrap the 4-3-3. unless u can bring xavi or iniesta to the Emirates, wenger. instead, go back to the 4-4-2 that served us so well before. hence, the need of another dm. alex song is not the man to partner cesc currently even tho he's improved. top of my list would be; flamini (don't play much at ac, he knows cesc gameplay, high workrate, french) > matuidi (vieira like, cheap n unknown, french) >m.diarra (don't play much at real, tough, xhensem, speak french) > m.veloso (can speak to cesc, mahal sikit n non-french). sila JUAL abu bakar diaby. asap. denilson bole simpan dulu. n berlatih tarian golek2 kepala dulu.

then, fill nasri at LW and theo at RW. striker rvp partner chamach/arshavin/bentner (tlg aa power taun depan!)/eduardo (tlg aa letak titanium+uranium+plutomium dlm kaki ko kalau cuak sgt kena tekel)

RB sagna no hal. LB ni nk kena ketuk sikit. apa punya bodo aar clichy taun ni. so, beli aa ahmad(murah) ke, ihsan (lagi murah) ke, kasi die gelabah. pastu die perform then settle masalah.

CD vermaelem ok, kena kasi partner yg ganas sikit. suggestn; g.cahill > sakho > jagielka. gallas sub, sol pun. sila JUAL mikel silvester. asap.

keeper. sial JUAL almunia n fabianski asap. dah abih tali hayat dah oii. WW2BAM pun ada 3 tali hayat tau dak? cadangan; lloris> akinfeev> gordon. don vito sub. aku 3rd choice.kah kah kah.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

she turns and says "are you alright?"

The grass always look greener on the other side..always..n hope, most of the time, are misleading..

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

i said i must be fine cuz my heart still beating..

after 25 years, i'm still a wuss..aih..pray 4 the best...

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Football in the past decade

since everybody is doing this so, i thought y don't i share a few highlights of the past decade as well, since 50% of my entire lifespan had been sacrificed to football. (definitely worth it!)

-2002 first time dribble org. after kena sound dgn senior baru berani wat. rasa puas ati gila. mcm captain tsubasa tgh terbang.

-2003 the year man u beomes the most hated club in football history, thanks to RVN and Keane.

-baca tapak tgn aku ni!-

-2003 the spread of FM and its disastrous aftermath.

-The father of all evil-

-2004 the invincibles, luckily i got a scrap book bout it..i never knew this was coming and just start out of own boredom..
-2004 the euro is just insane in KMB.
-2006 paris, what if Lehmann became sane for once and we still have 11 man on the pitch?
-2006 goin to the world cup. 2 days before baru dpt tiket woo..imagine the euphoria.

-2007 the most beautiful pass i'd ever made. in a crowded field, i spot a teammate and he's like 10m from me. but i got 2 persons on my front and left side. right dah out. so, i potong the bola fully, it's more like a sweep, using my right foot. the ball just arched beautifully over the person head and landed spot on my teammate foot.

-bola di ireland, god i missed it-

-2008 i scored two beautiful goals in consecutive matches. both are scored while wearing crocs. the first, i got a low pass from the right but it passed through me. so decide to take it with my left and it connect with my insoles and the ball went curling inside slowly to the super bottom corner beyond a stretched gk. next, i got a thorugh pass and managed to read it before the defender. so i nicked it in front of the defender and slot it with my right outsides and left the gk totally in shock as he was prepared to collect the ball. moral; crocs lead to beautiful goals and helps diabetic foot.

-2008 to the emirates. Absolutely best! jd mcm bdk2, jakun gile throughout. plus, a superb goal from Flamini.
-adieu, Kamal. menyesal aku blah Arsenal. AC bkn tere pn-

-2009 the most beautiful assist i'd ever made. main ptg2 but the team is withdrawing after an attack and the opposition is already on attack mode. but the somehow the ball is lost in the middle of the park. and with my butt facing the opponent's goal, i managed to spot kudud and thread a beautiful lobbed backheel to him. kudud was left with the easy job. credit to me woi!
-2009 the day Arsenal lost a 2 goal lead to drew 4-4 in the last 5 minutes. i woke up at 4 am to see it and it still hurts till today.
-2009 watching the PMC team do their stuff at intercollege tournament. ya, obesity caught up with me. but the team is simply magical. jere freekick, kudud long range goal and mike's neverending stamina was unforgettable.

-Bile lg nk bole main bola pasnih? sangap woo-